Friday, December 9, 2011

Herro~! ^^
Sorry I havn't written anything in a lifetime but I don't really know what to write about and I'm lazy so when I have something to write about I don't do it XD
but anyways ^^
Here in my town the snow has finally come
right now it's snowing outside and it's just beautiful x3
and I'm sitter here with my pink, fluffy monster slippers XD
I luurv them


bai nii~ ^^

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Halloween~!! 8D

Hii~! ^^
Well halloween is approaching, and that means… PARTY!! 8D

Haha seriously, I love to party at halloween.  But my friends they always stay at home and like… watch a scary movie with their families? >>

Here I am like:
WOAAH I WANNA PARTY ALL NIGHT!!

And they're like:
Uuuuh… no


They're so boring~!! TT^TT

But! This year I've met some new awesome people that is like me… sort of xD
Not exactly like me but more then my friends who I really can't see as my friends anymore…

Anyways I don't have so much more to write for now

bai nii~

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Maw!









Yeah… sorry I haven't posted anything in a while but I can't come up with something to write about…
Anyways! x3
I've died my hair, I've got tons and tons of schoolwork since I'm after in school (I've been sick for three weeks)
Uhm… yeah x3

And! I've got my CD from CDjapan… it was a bit struggle around to get my order from them but I succeed  and now I have… TOXIC!!!! 8D
lol it's big as a book

AND I GOT THE GAZE-CUP TOO!!! 8D

And it's awesome~!

And by friend turned 15 years,  me and some other made a suprise-apry for her.
So my friend and I made raonbow cucakes~!! xD

It was a bit hard to do them but it worked and it went out pretty good! x3

So! And I've died my hair x3

Lol yeah, how my hair usually looks in the mornings… like a pile of shit!
But it might be because I always sleep with my hair in a knot on my head x3

School-look

And how my hair looks during progress…


Well yeah… It's just pictures and I can't tell you something since all I do during days is to study and I don't think it's fun to read about that x3

And I just need to ask you guys if anyone knows what this is!
I have no idea what it can be, but it grown in our garden and there's only one sample of it… even though it's dead now. (it gets under 0°C in night now and during days it's about 5-10°C)

Does anybody know what it is? ó__ò

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Hii again! ^

Hii~! ^^

Yeah I know I haven't written anything in a long time but I have too much schoolwork.
Blish! >~<
anyways! ^^

I have been with friends, gotten addicted to Kyary Pamyu Pamyu, Dead By April and Gazette x3
Like I wasn't already xD

But!
I don't have so much to say right now… uhm… I'm gonna start to go to a psychologist in a while. yeah…

and now I'm gonna put out some pictures of me, my mom, and artist x3
Just so this will be a bit longer and so you guys have something else to look at, not only letters xD
soo I will spam this post with pics on my mom… just because I love her 












some pics of me x3
I took two of them when I was really bored xD
I think you will see which of them it is x3

bored during biology class… what more can I say? xD
well yeah… this is how I look while taking pictures xD


Derp face! xD




 WAAAA~!!! KYATY PAMYU PAMYU IS SO CUTE!!!! >ω<


nyways~! xD
I don't have so much more to say unless that I love Gazette, Mitsu (mohahah I won't tell you who it it >83)

Bai bai~! ^^

Monday, August 22, 2011

dun dun dun

Ok I didn't came up with anything good for the title xD
So~ I was just sitting in my bed and was duddling around on the internet when I thought *hey! I haven't blogged in a while xD' So I decided to write something… just a little bit :3
Today my school starts again T______T
But it will be fun :3
I'll get meet new people since there's a new girl in our class, be with my old friends, being very bitchy agains the boys, sing out loud on the bus to the gym with my fiends, and some other things ^^
The inly bad thing is that I'll probably will fall back to the dark… where I just came up from -.- *dramatic music xD* No but seriously I think I will go back to being depressed again, school makes me depressed T^T
And I have been watching 'Adventure time' and 'Courage (dog? xD)' and I'm totaly addicted to it now XD
It's so funny x3
And Before this comes to an end I want to share this little music video with you :3
It's a song by Arisa… but I don't know what it's called -.-'  xD


Anyways… I have to go to school now ( ; ; )
But I look forward to it :3

Bai nii~! ^^

Monday, July 25, 2011

Rest in peace

Today I found out that Isshi (from Kagrra) have past away.
July 18 he had passed away by unreleased causes.
So now I'm really sad... and I think I will cry until I have no tears left.
Kagrra was one of the first J-Rock/Visual Kei band I ever heard.
Kaggra was one of the bands that brought me up from the dark.
Together with Gazette, Kagrra saved my life.

Rest in peace Isshi.
You will always be loved!





 Rest in peace 


Saturday, July 23, 2011

Prt3! 8D

WARNING!!

this part contains sex XD








He stared at the naked body who laid under him. The skin matched the honey blond hair perfect.
”I have to admit that I’ve never seen such a beautiful person in my entire life. Do you know that you have the most beautiful body, the most beautiful face, the most beautiful voice, the most beautiful eyes on earth?”
”No”
”Well you have.” he bent down and started to suck lightly on his neck. Uruha let out a little moan.
”You like that hu?” he said. His face went lower down and met Uru’s cock. He smirked and kissed the tip of it. This send a shiver through Uruha’s body. He continued to kiss and lick the tip until Uruha whispered.
”Can you... take a little more?” Ruki smiled to himself and put more of him in his mouth and started to suck gently. He put his fingers in Uruha's mouth for him to moisten them.
Uruha gasped as it suddenly  became cold around his now hardened member, and the fingers slipped out of his mouth. He knew what was coming next and tried to relax as much as he could. Ruki’s breath appeared by his ear.
”Promise me to tell if it hurts.” He nodded as an answer.
Ruki, slowly, put one finger in Uruha. The feeling of having something inside him again made him make a sound. A sound of fear, not the kind of fear he felt when he was going to get raped, but a sound of fear you make when you wan’t something really bad, but you’re afraid that it won’t work.
”Are you sure you wan’t to do this?” Ruki asked a little bit worried after the sound Uru made.
”I don’t think I ever been this sure in my whole life but... I’m just afraid. But I” he didn’t got to finish sentence since a big moan escaped from his mouth when Ruki started to move his finger around. In and out, around in circles, lightly touching the entrance. All this made him moan loud and arching his back lower down, desperate to have more.
”Oh god Ruki! It feels so good!”
”He!, and the real thing haven’t even begin yet.” he grinned and added a second finger. This time he wan’t gently, he pushed them right in without warning. Uruha’s eyes flew wide oped and his mouth fell open, he looked at Ruki.
”I’m sorry Ruha... I should have warned you”
”Don’t... apologize. It hurt’s but... oh - god!”
”Hehe, it seems like we have a little masochist here.” he showed a pervert grin and was now thrusting his finger in and out of Uruha ”you loved the teasing, right?”
He didn’t got an answer from Uruha and thrusted his fingers hard one time. ”Right?”
”yes!”
”And now, even when it hurts, you want it and love it... right?” he asked. Uruha seemed to like pain, which actually  was a little strange since he have been raped many times. He had been afraid that it would hurt and now when it does, he likes it.
Ruki stopped the movement and spread his fingers apart from each other.
Ruki took his fingers out of Uruha. He licked his lips and stared at him with lust in his eyes.
”Yes?” he asked. Uru nodded and was going to sit up to kiss Ruki’s lips but he got pushed down on the bed again.
”Wait for it…” he said and smiled.
Slowly, he pushed in to Uruha and started to thrust gently. He bent down and kissed him pasionately. He will give Uruha everything he want’s. Even if he has to wait, he will get it.
Ruki thrusted hard one single time, Uruha screamed and grabbed the sheets. He went back thrusting gently.
”God Ruki! More!” he yelled. Ruki thrusted hard again, if his lover wanted it he was going to have it. Uru cried out loud, it did hurt like hell, but he loved it, and it wasn’t the same pain he got when he was raped. He knew that Ruki would stop the hard movement if he just told him, they wouldn’t, they didn’t. If Ruki tortured him, he would stop if he just told him to, they wouldn’t, they didn’t.
Ruki, on the other hand, didn’t like to see Uruha be in pain so he stopped to thrust hard, even if he had asked him to. Uruha looked on him with big eyes, filled with want. He grabbed Ruki’s neck and pulled him close.
”Ruki… I beg you… please… harder… faster” he said, panting.
”But I’ll hurt… you then”
”I wan’t it”. Ruki didn’t answered but picked up on speed, thrusting harder and deeper.
Uruha whimpered and moaned for every thrust and both of them were going to their climax. He cried out as his inner muscles tightened and he came over his and Ruki’s chest. Moments after, Ruki released inside Uruha and fell to a pile on him.
They laid there, panting, covered in sweat, for a minute. Recovering their breaths.
”I love you Kouyou” Ruki whispered.