Ruki was playing a little with Koron and Uruha was just staring at him. He was so happy that he finally had understood that he was in love with him, and that he loved him back. Ruki suddenly stopped playing with Koron and looked at Uru.
"Can I sleep at your place?" he asked
"Sure! But then we need to go the market and by food for Koron and us"
"Us?" Ruki said surprised. "I understand Koron but.... no way! You don't eat?"
"Yes I do but... maybe not as much as I should... and if you are going to stay at my place I need to buy food so you can eat."
"What the hell Uru! Ok, the first step in our relationship will be to make you eat as much as you need to, got it?"
"..." Uruha looked down. He understood that Ruki only wanted his best but it seemed like an impossible thing. Start eating properly... when he haven't done that for almost three years.
Ruki sighed and moved closer to him, wrapping his arms around him.
"You don't have to answer, just nod if you understand that I'm going to make you eat because I care about you. Do you understand that?" Uruha nodded slightly. He did new that Ruki was going to force him to eat because he loved him, but it felt like a punishment.
Ruki let him go but was still holding him with one arm.
"Come here Koron" he said and pat on his lap. The little dog barked happily and jumped up in his lap, licking his hand. Uruha couldn't help it but laughed at the little dog who now was jumping around like crazy in his owners lap, chasing Ruki's hand. Ruki put it down and let Koron bite on it as he leaned his head against Uruha's shoulder and sighed.
"What is is?"
"Nothing special... I'm just tired" He answered.
"U sure?" Uruha looked down at Ruki like if he was lying.
"Yes I'm sure" He looked up at the honey-blond and kissed him.
The driver coughed as their kiss was getting more passionate
"We're here" he said, getting a little uncomfortable with the two making out in the same care as he sat in. Uruha opened his door, paid the driver, walked around the car, opened Rukis door and said goodbye to the driver. Ruki skipped out from the car and glomped Uruha from behind as the taller and older was walking away.
"I thought you were tired." Uruha teased
"I was tiered... I get tired by sitting in cars"
"And you want me to believe that?"
"Yees~. Anyways do you have your money with you? We need to go to market as fast as we can." Ruki said to change the subject.
"Why fast as we can?"
"So you don't run away or so I don't forget it"
"Run away?"
"Yeah! You know when you move your legs and are going faster than when you walk?" Ruki was only teasing with Uru. He knew exactly what he meant, how was he going to run away when he know that Ruki is faster that him and where would he run?
"I know what run is but"
"Ssh love. What I mean is that you won't run and hide you somewhere I can't find you or lock in your self somewhere. I'm just teasing with you." Uruha looked down and grabbed his keys as the were getting to his front door. Once he opened the door, Koron run straight in to the house
"Koron come back here!" Ruki screamed after him, a little embarrassed over his dog.
"It's ok. He can stay here while we'r at the market." Uruha said calmly as he grabbed his wallet on the hall table.
When they came back from the store Ruki went straight to the kitchen with the food and started to cook. Uruha came in not long after, he sat down on one chair and let his head fall to the table. Ruki heard the sound of his head hitting the table but ignored it since he was to busy with the food, he wanted Uru eat as fast as possible. As he was humming on their latest single when Koron came in. Uruha looked down at the small dog and smiled, he stretch his hand towards the little dog who gladly hame to him and jumped up in his lap. Uruha patted him but stopped as he remembered that he need food and water. He stood up, grabbed two bowls, poured some water in one and food in the other. Once he had putted the bowls down, Koron ate like he haven't seen food in three years.
"I hope you'r just as hungry as him" Ruki said and put the food on the table. Uruha turned around and saw the food, it looked delicious but he didn't felt like eating.
"Nee~ Uru-chan, are you going to eat? If you'r not hungry I'll make you hungry..." Ruki said and grinned.
"H-how are you going to make me hungry?" Uruha said, a little scared of his lover who now showed a big, pervert grin and was walking slowly towards him. Ruki was now right in front of him laid his arms around him and pulled him into a kiss. He slid one hand under Uru's shirt and let it stay on his chest
"Does this tell you something" He mumbled agains Uruha's lips. "Mmm~ but... I'm not sure. Ruki.... I'm scared" He whispered and his eyes started to fill with tears. This would be his first time with someone he loved, first time with someone that really loved him. He was scared, because he didn't know how it was going to be, if it would hurt just as much as it had done last time.
"Why? I'm not gonna hurt you, and you know that."
"But I'm scared anyways. I don't want it to hurt... and I think it will, cuz every time I've been fucked it have hurt more than the previous time."
"You've been fucked many times?" Ruki said surprised. Uruha couldn't hold it any longer, his tears started to roll down his cheeks. He loosed his grip around Ruki and fell to the floor, crying, hugging himself. His whole body was shaking and he had hard to breath through all the sobbing. All the seance he had bin through came back to his mind, taking over his brain, tearing him apart. Every single move, every single sound was there. He screamed by the pain all memories brought to him, he held his head between his hands, just like he was trying to smash the scene that was playing in his head.
"Such a cute ass you have" the man said and smocked my butt. I wanted to punch him but I was told that I would loose my job if I did... and I needed money. I tried to ignore the man who was all around me, touching me, disturbing my job, sniffing my hair and even now licked my neck.
"You know it would be a real pleasure to fuck you." he breath against my ear.
"I'm sorry sir, but I'm not that kind of worker." I said as calm as I could, but I was scared. I knew he could do anything he wanted to do, and I wouldn't be able to do anything about it since I'm smaller and probably much weaker than him. He grabbed my hair and turned my head towards him.
"What did you say?" he asked furious "you work here and that means I can do whatever I want with you. And don't you try lying cuz I know you work as a whore. Now... drop the glass you have in your hands or I'll make you swallow it" I dropped the broken glass I was holding in my hands, the glass I just picked up from the floor. I gulped hard as the man was leaning forward to me, pressing hid lips against mine. The taste of alcohol and tobacco made me push him away without thinking... BIG mistake. His grip of my hair tightened and he started to drag me out of the building.
He dragged me in to a parking house and when we came to the top floor he pushed me do the ground. I hit my head agains the cold, hard ground but I was to scared to move. My eyes was becoming full with tears, my head felt like it was going to explode by all the pain.
The man looked at me and laughed
"Stop crying like a baby! You'r a whore, you should be used to this" he said as he was undoing his belt. I looked him, I was so scared I thought I would die.
"Take off your pants" he ordered. When I didn't move he came to me and whipped me right in the face with his belt. The pain was unbelievable. Another wave of pain hit my face and I know he'd whipped me again.
"Are you deaf? Take off your pants, whore!!" I din't want to... but I didn't want to be hit but the incomprehensible pain again. Slowly, I started to undo my pants.
Once they were of the man grabbed my shirt and pushed me agains the bars who was covering the windows. He brought my hand together and bonded them to the bars with his belt so I couldn't escape. I felt his hand slid down my back cupping my ass.
"You know what I like most about your ass?"
"N... n-no" I said through all my tears who flowed like rivers over my cheeks.
"It's that I know... that for the moment, it's only mine, it can't escape, it belongs to a whore... And a whore can't tell me what to do or not to do. So I can do what ever I want to." He laughed. I felt how his cock was rubbing against my entrance, and then.
"EEAAAH!!!" I screamed loud by the pain. This was hundred timed worse than the pain in my face. I wanted to die but all I could do was to think about something else, but it was hard, the pain was to big.
The man had been thrusting hard and fast from the beginning... but now... he was even worse. He groaned loudly and spanked me.
"P-pleas... s-s-stop" I didn't know if he heard me but if he did.. it was only to hope that he would show mercy.
"Shut up whore! I won't stop until I'm finish. So just shut the fuck up! YOU'RE MINE! GOT THAT!?" I did't answer.
After what felt like forever he finally released and pulled out. He untied my hands and I fell to the ground, no wanting to see anymore. The man laughed once again and squatted down beside my head, grabbed my hair and forced me to look at him.
"It was a damn good ass to fuck you had, tight and all. You know what? I think I'll come back fore more later, and I might bring some friends to. It would be a shame to not use your cute, tight ass right?" I didn't answer this time either. I closed my eyes, wishing that this was just a bad dream. "Look at me you fucking whore!!" he screamed right in my face. "I'll come back fore more tomorrow, and I'll bring about 5 friend." he spat in my face "bitch..." was the last thing he said to me before he left me, on the top floor, in the parking house. I felt the warmth from my blood and his cum was spreading around me.
Ruki got panic when he saw his lover cry and scream on the floor. And he didn't know what had happened. He bend down beside him and hugged him gently.
"Uruha... it's ok. I won't do any anything, we don't need to do any thing. Tell me what happened." he said and his hug tightened.
"I-I h-h-have... ben r-ra" he couldn't finnish the sentence. He looked at Ruki. His eyes was red, his face was wet from all tears, his hair was a mess and his voice could barely be heard after all the screaming and hard sobbing. Ruki bent down and met his lips, as soft as he could. He felt how Uruha suddenly pushed him away, his eyes were wide oped and filled with fear.
"Pl-pleas... don't h-hurt me" he whispered.
" I won't hurt you, I'll never hurt you. I love you. Uruha, love... It's me, Ruki." he said and looked at the man in front of him. When he said that, it was like Uruha came back to reality and he relaxed. Ruki hugged him tight and kissed his lips. He opened his mouth and let Ruki take control ever him. He was everywhere in his mouth. Uruha let out a small moan and was now completely relaxed. Ruki broke the kiss and looked Uruha deep in the eyes.
"Uruha... this seems to be really serious. Do you think you can tell me what happened?"
"Umm... can we eat first?"
"You wanna eat?" Ruki asked with a big smile on his lips. Uruha nodded. Ruki gave him a last kiss before helping him up from the floor.
After the dinner Uruha felt like he was going to explode because his stomach was so full.
"Are you sure you gave me a normal fill?" he asked.
"Yes. And normally, you use to eat dessert after this" Ruki said and laughed "But you don't need to eat that"
When they had done the dishes they went to the living room and cuddled up in the couch.
"Do you...?" Ruki asked. He didn't want to push Uru but he felt that he needed to know what had happened.
"Yeah... ok... uhm... I used to work at a pub." he started.
He told the whole story for his lover. There was a lot of breaks. Some breaks was because it was so hart to tell that he cried, some was because Ruki kissed him to calm him down or to remind him that he was there.
"...so when I had enough with courage I talked to my chef. He understood what was going on and told me to quit the job and that he still would give me money even if I didn't worked there. So I don't work there anymore. All wounds have healed but the scars still remains... but my mental wounds... I don't think they'll heal, ever" he said after one hour. Ruki was stunned. 'How could you let it go so far... without doing anything.' He thought.
"For how long haven't you worked there?"
"Like 1 year or so."
"May I ask you one thing more?"
Uruha nodded.
"Is this why you were about to commit suicide?" he was quiet "You don't have to answer if you don't want to." Ruki said
"I'll tell you... some day" he whispered. Ruki hugged him and kissed him. He responded the kiss and, once again, opened his mouth, letting Ruki take control over him. He felt how Ruki pushed him down on the coach.
"Ruki, I..." Uruha bit his lip "...I wan't to try. I wan't to feel how it is with someone who don't rape me, someone who won't torture me. I wan't to know how it is when you do it with love" he looked Ruki deep in the eyes. He was just about to answer when Uru attacked his mouth. He tried to break the kiss to answer but Uruha grabbed his hair and pulled his lips even harder his lips. Ruki laughed agains Uru's lips 'are you really that desperate? well in that case... I can't say no' he thought as he got off the sofa and carried Uruha to the bedroom. ' And thank god that you'r not heavy, just tall, and that I know where your bedroom is' . He opened the door and threw Uru on the bed.
"Now my love. You won't regret this, I promise" He said while he crawled on the bed. He grabbed Uru's head and pulled him in to a kiss.
